It hurts me when I see my friends with their family.. when they go home for home cooked meals and they go shopping with their moms and basically spend quality family time.. because thats exactly what im missing at the moment. I feel so empty at times, i feel lonely, and feel like everyone i love and care for so much is so far away from me.. and it sucks, cause i cant do anything about it.
i dont even want to call my family because it hurts me - it hurts me to hear their voice and knowing i cant hug them or give them a peck on their cheeks. It hurts me to tell them much because i dont want them to worry. Instead, i'd rather just keep it all to myself...
i just want to go home right now.. sometimes i wonder why i even want to study abroad. so much i have to give up.. i dont know how i came this far.. i really dont...
Nov 8, 2010
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Stay strong and hang on there! :)
thank you :)
You are not alone :(
I felt the same since 2 months I'm here..
It's hard, I know
I wish I could make you feel better
Time flies by, I'm sure you can pull through it :)
tk care :)
awww you can pull through it too eh! thanks so much, i feel comforted by your message haha you take care too! :)
Thanks :)
But I feel so lost where I am..
I wish i could return to my country right now! :(
Why we had such a short holiday during Christmas time? :s
Anyway I hope I'm not spamming your blog ^^
I'm glad you feel better now :)
But there's one thing I know, you can't be sad forever. :)
Im trying to motivate you and myself :)
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