E.M.O

Today I found myself feeling very emotional for some reason. I woke up thinking, and then crying and realizing how I am going to miss the people here when I leave in about 2 months. I woke up realizing that my brother is back in camp - oh I can't believe I miss how he would come into the room at unearthly hours in the morning to disturb my mom and I just because he's awake at 8 AM with no one to talk to. How I miss the loud blaring of cartoons from the tv my brother is watching, the flipping of newspaper and the clanking of his utentils while he eats tuna from the can with bread. Why am I feeling so emotional? Why do I wake up and cry for no good reason? What is happening?

I can't believe I walked into my room and cried. What would my mother think when she wakes up seeing my eyes swelled and bloodshot. This is not me, I have a problem. I think my period is coming.